"you're not allowed to feel anything!"

ok so here’s the deal. these songs come from the actual depths of my bare soul. sometimes i don’t even know i’m feeling something until i write it down.

i get a lot of questions about how it feels to be so open and vulnerable and share what i’m feeling with whoever will listen. i think people expect me to be a bit nervous about that, and i expect myself to feel that way too, but i don’t.

It’s SO DAMN COOL to release music and hear from someone you just met that they related to a certain song. look. this world is a lot of things. it is lovely and scary and beautiful. it is also ISOLATING, and i feel like we have been conditioned to keep our thoughts within ourselves and stay quiet about feeling anything that isn’t “ideal”. this annoys me. not cool with me.

people react to energy, right? so i feel like if im vulnerable other people will want to be vulnerable. everyone feels SO many things. and that’s okay. that’s more than okay. it’s dope. how cool are we to get to feel ALL of these emotions?

anyway. i just think things should be felt. and if i can help in facilitating people being open with what they’re feeling, i think that would be nice.

‘i’ve got a plane’ is out in 10 days.

thinking x50

you ever just think and think until you’re thinking about thinking and then you go into how we are on a floating rock and nothing really matters but everything matters and i’m so mad at so many things but i also love so many things and i just want to sing to the world but sometimes i feel like i can’t do that but then i wake up the next day and do it? okay. me too.

i need to work on run on sentences.

college

i used to be so against you. i thought you were the worst idea. you looked like the end of a road. i wouldn’t even let the thought of you get in the way of what i had.

i looked like a strong minded house of steel. i dodged every opinion that was different than mine. how dare you. you are wrong. i am right.

flip those statements. i was wrong. you were right.

i am young. i have growth to do.

i am writing. i am learning.

here i am. thankful. those opposing opinions may have been the best things i’ve ever heard. thank you.